Passing Mask


5/3/2017

I wear my privilege like a mask
So I can pass as
White
Hetro
Christian
middle class
None of which are who I am
This mask has saved my life on more than one occasion
It cracks when I forget to keep my mouth shut
And my real identity burns through
I am lucky to have this mask
Handed down from ancestors who passed
Grandmothers who passed, while their sisters burned
Uncles who passed, while their brothers were lynched
Grandfathers who passed, while their families were gassed 
Aunties who passed, while their cousins were sent to prisons masked as boarding schools
I have this mask because they kept silent and survived
Their tears have burned the inside, polished the outside
I know how blessed I am to pass
But, I would like to drop the mask
And just be human